A Vision in Pieces

Since 2004, God has been giving me a vision for my future "in pieces".
Very, very SMALL pieces.

I've been working on my vision since then and a few days ago, I finally saw it in one big piece.
I was sitting at my computer and I cried. It's so big and seems so far, but I KNOW God gave it to me and since He did...He can bring it to pass.

So for the last few days, I've been quiet. I haven't told anyone until now. I will NOT state what the vision is. That's between God and me right now.

I've spent the last few days trying to figure out how to get things off the ground; what to do...and this morning, I turned on Benny Hinn. I NEVER watch Benny Hinn, but this morning he was talking to T.D.Jakes when I was flipping through, so I HAD to stop!

Bishop Jakes was talking about how he started with 7 members in his church.
He said he never prayed to get bigger...he only prayed to get better...the bigger came once he got better.
He also said: At one point, he was trying to "grow the church" and God was trying to "grow him".

Did you hear me?!

I needed that this morning! I don't have to worry about how my vision is gonna come together; I just have to continue to seek God and BELIEVE! And that is not an easy thing. I sat there in my chair a few days ago and immediately the devil said to me "Now do you REALLY think you can do that?"

My answer was "God I believe YOU!"